emotional mental overload

i can tell : saosin

2008-01-21T06:23:00.000-08:00

Betray!
The Avalon is always beside me
And I’m following it home
Where is my home
Orion glows
And his eyes open up
I once believed I would set you in line

If only I had the strength you’d be completely accepting something else

If you keep asking me I’ll melt away in the summer air
It won’t hurt half as much and I'll beg for you to please stop it now
If you keep asking me I’ll melt away in the summer air
It won’t hurt half as much and I’ll beg for you to just tell me something

The fluid through the alpha waves and power cables everywhere
Exercising self-control
The child calls
And she lies open
I Once believed "if only i'd been thinking at all"

If only I had the strength you’d be completely accepting something else

If you keep asking me I’ll melt away in the summer air
It won’t hurt half as much and I'll beg for you to please stop it now
If you keep asking me I’ll melt away in the summer air
It won’t hurt half as much and I’ll beg for you just to tell me something

If you keep asking me, If you keep asking me..

You swore
Out like my life
You cried
So I’m engaged to smile

seven years : saosin

2008-01-21T06:18:00.000-08:00

Taking on seven years
the holy ghost had left alone
Test my arms, kick like crazy
I've been trying way too long
only push the way off to fight you
Now I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure
Getting off my chest
the story ends

I would find a way without...
Tell him his eyes see too clear
I would find a way without you
Tell him his eyes see too clear
That mistake was gold
I know that without you
is something that I could never do
That was why staple the eyes and
seven dates for me to sell machines
and tear on

Seven years you assured me
that I'd be fine if I complied
only push the way off to fight you
(only push the way off to fight you)
Now I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure
Getting off my chest
the story ends

I would find a way without...
Tell him his eyes see too clear
I would find a way without you
Tell him his eyes see too clear
That mistake was gold
I know that without you
is something that I could never do
That was why staple the eyes and
seven dates for me to sell machines
and tear on

Don't treat me, I'm to blame (sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure)
Don't treat me like I ever accused you

my heroine by : silverstein

2007-12-02T23:53:00.000-08:00

The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer
You won't try to save me!
You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate!

You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!

You won't leave me alone!
Chisel my heart out of stone, I give in everytime.

You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had
I can forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!

I bet you laugh, at the thought of me thinking for myself. (myself)
I bet you believe, that I'm better off with you than someone else.
Your face arrives again, all hope I had becomes surreal.
But under your covers more torture than pleasure
And just past your lips there's more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on, I'll break you, my habit!

You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can forget, the times when I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!

trip!

2007-12-02T23:46:00.000-08:00

im gettin bz this dayz..
thats why i cant make new lays!
i cant even accept some request..
im gettin stuck into my nightlife..
iba na talaga ikot ng mundo ngaun!
sa gabi na koh gising,sa umaga tulog!
this few dayz???
talagang kakaiba ang mga trip..
inom dito,tambay dun!
bar..stroll.hehe..
walang humpay na mga kabaliwan ..
walang sawang inuman..
ill edit this post later..
antok na kuh eh.
hehe!

take my hand : by callalily

2007-11-30T03:56:00.000-08:00

Your sky seem so cloudy
I can barely see a single star
Your eyes become teary
And found yourself hiding in the dark

You are not alone
Someone’s here to play your song

Take my hand
We’ll fly to the sky
Close your eyes im at your side
Tomorrow’s gonna be just fine

Everything’s been bitter
Like there was no reason to smile
Pieces of dreams have been shattered
And you feel like you’re being left behind

You are not alone
Someone’s here to play your song

Take my hand
We’ll fly to the sky
Close your eyes im at your side
Tomorrow’s gonna be just fine

Take my hand
Close your eyes
Take my hand
Close your eyes
Take my hand
Close your eyes
We’ll fly

Take my hand
We’ll fly to the sky
I’ll save you from this life
I’m at your side
Tomorrow’s gonna be just fine

farewell bruno!

2007-11-28T08:04:00.000-08:00

huhuhu..
patay na si bruno..
ang asong tambay...
ang paborito kung aso...
huuhuhu...
wa na kame ksamang aso sa mga inuman @ pagtmbay nmen..
mamatay na ang lumason sa aso kuh..
papatayin kuh din ikaw..
huhu...bye2 bruno!
nov-28-07 @ 3;15 am.

last time : by typecast

2007-11-21T10:00:00.000-08:00

Intro: E--E/D#--C#m--B

then: E-D-E-D-E-D-E-D-E (x4)

E--E/D#--C#m--B

Verse 1:
E E/D#
she said its over
C#m B B(Palm mute)
and i don't stand a chance
E E/D#
she said it honestly
C#m B
i wished that she lied

E--E/D#--C#m--B

E E/D#
her words said it all
C#m B B(palm mute)
minus me minus the actions
E E/D#
and the understanding
C#m B
she will never do

Refrain:
A
i never take advantage
B
and i don't have the guts
E E/D# C#m
she dropped me out
B
and shes leaving me

Chorus:
E
its the last time
E/D# C#m
did i pushed too hard?
B
you didn't mean to make me cry
E
but thats okay who's wrong?
E/D#
and understanding
C#m
you'll never understand
B
what you think and what i feel
E-D-E-D-E-D-E-D-E (x4)
doesn't make any sense

Bridge: C#m--E--A--B (x3)
C#m--B--A--B-G-E(Hold)

(Repeat Chorus slowly and chordless Except last line , insert a chord to WRONG. )

E
doesn't make any sense
E/D# C#m B
So last time, so last time, so last time

(Repeat Chorus except last line)

A B(Plam mute)
Doesn't make any sense
E(hold)
Doesn't make any sense

saddest song : by the ataris

2007-11-21T09:58:00.000-08:00

Only two more days, until your birthday
Yesterday was mine
You'll be turning five
I know what it's like, growing up without your father in your life
So I pretend, I'm doing all I can
And I hope someday you'll find it in your heart

To understand
Why I'm not around
And forgive me for not being in your life

I remember waiting
For you to come
Remember waiting
For you to call
Remember waiting there to find nothing at all
I remember waiting
For you to come
Remember waiting
For you to call
Waiting there to find nothing at all

maybe someday
you really get to know me
not just the letters read to you
I pray I get the chance
To make it up to you
We got a lot of catching up to do

So I pretend, I'm doing all I can
And hope someday you'll find it in your heart

To understand
Why I'm not around
And forgive me for not being in your life

face down : by the red jumpsuit appratus

2007-11-20T22:27:00.000-08:00

Hey girl you know you drive me crazy
One walk puts the rhythm in my head.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.

Cover up with make up in the mirror
Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
You cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
Every action in this world bear a consequence
If you wait around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.

I see the way you go and say you're right again,
Say you're right again,
Heed my lecture.

Do you feel like a man

When you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

Face down in the dirt she said
This doesn't hurt she said I finally had enough.
Face down in the dirt she said
This doesn't hurt she said I finally had enough.

One day she will tell you that she had enough
It's coming round again